the smoke put a hammer in my head.
the smoke
       from the fire
              from the town
                                     next
                                     door.
the fire that didn't kill anyone
                                     this
                                     time.
the smoke was full of hammers
and my head took one for
                                    keep
                                    sake.
my head is amphibious that way.
always sluicing on up to things
better left outdoors.
       outdoors, air burns
and burns like a girl at the edge
of the dance floor.
                                   ask
                                   me.
                                   ash
                                   me.
as we walk to school, she coughs,
my daughter. the smoke put a hammer
in her lungs. the hammers claw and claw
at the nails and the doors come
                                   un
                                   done.
everywhere is
      outdoors, and now
             even the night is
                   bright as
                                  sun.
Corinna Schulenburg (she/her) is a queer trans artist/activist committed to ensemble practice and transformative justice. She’s a mother, a playwright, a poet, and a Creative Partner of Flux Theatre Ensemble. Poems in: Arachne Press, Beaver Magazine, Capsule Stories, Lost Pilots, Long Con, LUPERCALIA Press, miniskirt magazine, Moist, Moonflake Press, Moss Puppy, Oroboro, Okay Donkey, SHIFT, The Shore, The Westchester Review, and more.